It has been two years since you left us and I still hurt as much today. I am listening to the only song that comes close to describing how I feel about you as I type this. I miss you so much – your smile, your warmth, your kindness. You were the nicest person and the best friend anyone could ever be fortunate enough to have.

It has been one year since you left us, and I am still at a loss as to what to say. Words just can not convey the sense of loss I feel, because I know I lost the best friend I will ever have. You are the sweetest, most kind hearted person I have ever known, and the world is just a colder place without you.

It is so unfair that such a beautiful person was afflicted with such a terrible disease. I know how hard you fought, trying to find the right medications and dealing with all the side effects and pain along the way. I know many people did not know what you were going through, but I just feel they should. It just makes how sweet and wonderful you were to everyone all the more remarkable.

I miss your laugh and your smile every single day. Whenever the sense of loss becomes too great, I try to remember all the great times I had with you, and take comfort that I still have those wonderful memories. You will always be in my mind, my heart, and my soul.

With great love and sadness,

Kevin

It’s been about 5 years since the first day I met V at LA’s Dominion. Throughout the years we’ve partied on several continents and while merely being “Hi, good to see you” friends, she was always high on my list.

Veronica walked in our first show in Jamaica for Kink In the Caribbean 2007. She was quickly chosen for our LA debut at Kink Ball in 2008 and our gem presentation at Torture Garden in London for their Birthday Ball.

Perfectly able to rely on her sweet face, she was smarter than most and could charm the shirt off of you. She was of a dying breed of Domina, the well-read and schooled Domme.

Motivated, creative and curious is how I’ll remember her. And of course, with her horses.

<3 Here’s a little gallery we’ve collected of Miss Veronica x HOB.

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